Force myself to eat something that might stay down
Get myself dressed
Get my daughter dressed-with out a melt down!
Drop her off at school
Work until the last possible moment before I'm late to pick her up from school
Dig through my empty fridge wondering what I can make, that wont make my house hotter than it already is
Sit at the computer and pout
Is it bed time yet?
I had no doubts about having Anisten, and being capable of taking care of her. She came at the most inconvenient time in my life, but the most perfect.
This time around, I am asking myself everyday, "Can I do this?"
My house is destroyed because I have no energy to play with Anisten, so she drags toys to whatever room I'm laying in. And I have no energy to pick them up and put them away.
My laundry is backed up (this is huge for me!)
I already feel like I am lacking in sleep-- Really? Before I have a newborn?!
I guess I just need to know that having 2 is do-able.
Today I am 13 weeks and 1 day.
*Here's to hoping that I return to semi-normal soon!